Longing Of a Vibrant Embrace

It’s nothing I ever had, felt or experienced before. A force completely unseen. Though it’s everywhere, all round and drifting in between. I’ve read the stories, watched the films, and saw it with my own eyes. Yet somehow, it never fails, it seems to pass me by. I crave it, oh the want, to know what it’s like.

The feeling, they say, is extraordinary, unfathomable delight. Flickering in the eyes of the ones that it has captured. And although its sure to bind, they say its freedom beyond all words, it’s surely difficult to define. Yet over time I see myself chasing whats been left behind. All in hope that one day I’ll find my “Mr. One Of A Kind”.

Bare chest, deep breaths, skin on skin. Long strokes, slight choke from words incapable to escape from within. All from the feelinginfinite love caught up in such a gentle embrace with him. How I long for that touch, to see that look in his eye. Pure satisfaction that shows that he’s a lucky man.

One touch says it all, and opens the whole to my soul. Completely overwhelming to the point that we lose control. Not of our minds or our feelings, but of the emotion we choose to bear. An unmatched gaze so strong that I’d blush at such a headstrong stare.

Fingers tangled in hair. Sweat beads fall. A melody escaping lips due to the release of a mating call. Back arched, bosom bare, legs intertwined. One tender kiss is a thousand sips of your sweet angelic wine.

Drunken and vulnerable, yet there’s no reason for despair. Seduction piqued by a wisp of cool calm night air. Souls meshed  together, like warm milk and honey. Unleashed demons pent-up from oh so long ago; Finally destroyed giving me a chance to grab a hold.

Onto this thing that they call love, which I am undoubtedly afraid of, due to scars from the trust I always seem to give up. And alone I’ll wait patiently until the issues have been resolved. For someone to come along and show me the truth of it all. And in that surreal moment of utter, total bliss. I wish to melt and subdue myself into that one special and intimate kiss.




Long-suffering: Knowing that no matter how hard things in life may get, when you learn to have faith and endure through it as peaceful as possible, the better the outcome will be and the stronger you realize God can build you up to be. And that’s a continuous blessing.

#He gives us strength, faith, and courage, even through all circumstances.

When God throws hardships our way, He knows that we can handle it and that He’s equipped us with the tools we need to get through. Its just up to us to decide to stand firm in faith and endure it. And through those circumstances we learn strength, patience, understanding, courage, gentleness, kindness, and that our God will hold all of our worries lightly in the palm of His hand. His support is unfailing unlike no other. That is pure love. Truly He is Great. 

I want God’s wo…

I want God’s word to spread, not like an infectious disease, but rather like an unyielding cure..

God is coming back. And I want everyone to know that we are His children and His bride and He loves us unconditionally. And without Him life is meaningless and will only end in sorrow. So reach out to Him and experience His wonderful grace and glory! 

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My God Works In Mysterious Ways

This was very roughly written last minute and makes almost no sense but I just had to write it out straight from the heart. And it may not be very “Christianly written”  but I think I got my point across.

I know it may not make sense, but this is how I feel:

Pushed you away, turned my back, should’ve just spit in your face. Cz maybe if I did we’d be in a way better place. I’m a bitch. A whore. A fucking slut. But I can’t even be mad cz the love is too much. I wanna throw the words out of my mouth so they can find their way. Out into the atmosphere to their rightful place. I feel you need to know but I know it don’t even matter. Cz for all its worth I’m just a fucking chopped salad! Salami, pastrami, guacamole, Fuck me! I’m a fucking banquet dinner broke people eat in front of TV. Not even worth the nutritional value I’m as lame as it gets. Untamed and unashamed yet I think I’M THE FUCKING SHIT! Get it right and think twice, this is my time to change. To let humility run deep in exchange for the blame. Make it right and hang tight cz shit is gonna get crazy. Feeling out of breath, my world is getting real hazy. But I can’t help what I feel I just wanna reach out. But can’t trust no fuckin body cz I’m disgusted by the lies that drip from their mouths! Somebody hear my cry and show me the way. Cz I’m quite literally mentally 5 feet from the edge. Won’t say don’t push me cz I’m not really afraid. Got God on my side and He’s leading my way! I put my faith in Him and I know he won’t let me down. Why would He deceive me when HE’S wearing the crown? He’s got all right to fight my fights even though I owe Him MY life. But that’s the love from above, and He just helped solve my issues. So there’ll be no need when I’m crying at His feet to hand me a tissue. Cz he saved me…especially when no one else would. And I thank Him.


The Clock Is Steadily Ticking And Time Is Soon To Run Out…Be Warned

English: Resurrection of Christ

English: Resurrection of Christ (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I’ll jump right into it. I only wish I could devote every day to writing posts sharing with all of you, my brothers and sisters, of whats about to come. I’ll be honest, this post will be kinda rough due to the fact that I’m trying my hardest to write a rushed article on a topic I find to be extremely important. So please forgive me but don’t let that be any reason as to why you would take this lightly.

*Deep breath* and sigh. The End is Near. I don’t know how familiar you all are with your bible but I’ll say that over the last few months or so I’ve devoted my time to becoming a new Christian and embracing the Christian faith. And let me tell you, what I’ve learned has been a complete shock and life changing experience, as well as possibly life “SAVING”.

I’ll start by asking this, do you know that we can live forever? As in eternity. And in fact we all will. But here’s the twist, some of us will spend eternity in heaven, while some in hell… Yes, unbelievable, I know. But its true. As well as the fact that Jesus Chris is real and exists is true. He is alive and out there at this very moment. And He will be coming back here to Earth, soon. And if you read the Bible I’m sure you may know this, and if you haven’t read it before you’ve lucked out because that’s the reason for this post and God has led you to it for a reason…so trust Him, I mean He is the everlasting creator of everything after all. His word stands firm and true.

But what I’ll do is I’ll try to give you a few brief verses to explain and back up all of what I’m trying get across.


First, how do I know that Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ is coming back? Because He says so. 

Matthew 24:36

“But concerning that day and hour no one knows, not even the angels of heaven, nor the Son, but the Father only.

Revelation 1:7

Behold, he is coming with the clouds, and every eye will see him, even those who pierced him, and all tribes of the earth will wail on account of him. Even so. Amen.

1 Thessalonians 4:16-17

For the Lord himself will descend from heaven with a cry of command, with the voice of an archangel, and with the sound of the trumpet of God. And the dead in Christ will rise first. Then we who are alive, who are left, will be caught up together with them in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air, and so we will always be with the Lord.

John 14:3

And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and will take you to myself, that where I am you may be also.

Revelation 22:12-13

“Behold, I am coming soon, bringing my recompense with me, to repay everyone for what he has done. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the first and the last, the beginning and the end.”

Revelation 1:8

“I am the Alpha and the Omega,” says the Lord God, “who is and who was and who is to come, the Almighty.”

Here’s a link that will take you to a list of verses if this isn’t enough: http://www.openbible.info/topics/jesus_coming_back


Now we don’t know WHEN He’s coming back but he gives us a few hints.. 

1. War, Violence, and Lawlessness.

2. Drought and Famine.

3. Earthquakes and other Natural Catastrophes.

4. Disease Epidemics.

5. The Rise of an Aggressive, Fundamentalist Islamic Power.

For the rest of the 14 signs and more info follow this link: http://www.tomorrowsworld.org/node/278

Have you noticed any of those things happening lately? O.o Keep in mind God controls everything and we are only living out His plan.


How do I know that we can live forever? Because He tells us that too! 

John 10:28

I give them eternal life, and they will never perish, and no one will snatch them out of my hand.

Revelation 21:4

He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.”

Romans 6:23

For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.

1 John 3:16

By this we know love, that he laid down his life for us, and we ought to lay down our lives for the brothers.

Hebrews 9:14

How much more will the blood of Christ, who through the eternal Spirit offered himself without blemish to God, purify our conscience from dead works to serve the living God.

Revelation 22:5

And night will be no more. They will need no light of lamp or sun, for the Lord God will be their light, and they will reign forever and ever.

Jude 1:7

Just as Sodom and Gomorrah and the surrounding cities, which likewise indulged in sexual immorality and pursued unnatural desire, serve as an example by undergoing a punishment of eternal fire.

For more verses like these here the link: http://www.openbible.info/topics/how_long_we_will_live


There’s sooooooooooo much more than just this and you can either heed the warnings or you can turn your back and face trials when the time comes for yourself. But maybe all the “Holy Rollers” have a point, after all they read the word with their own eyes. But before I sum this up I’ll leave you with two lists. One containing my favorite and what I consider to be important verses and the other containing topics you can look up for yourself.

Verses EVERYONE should read:

Matthew 5:1-and so on (and I leave that verse open because I can read on and on from there, it’s filled with so much good word)

1 Corinthians 15:1-and so on The Resurrection of Christ

2 Corinthian 9:6- and so on – Generosity Encouraged

2 Corinthians 13:1-14 – Final Warnings

1 Thessalonians 4:1-28 -Living To Please God, Believers Who Died, The Day of the Lord, Final Instructions

Revelation 22:12-21 – Epilogue: Invitation and Warning

There’s so much more than just these, I hope you find yourself reading more and striving further for Him.


Topics EVERYONE should look up:



New World Order



Use Youtube, it’s your friend, and there’s a lot you can learn there. You just have to seek.


Matthew 7:7-12 –

Ask, Seek, Knock

“Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened.

“Which of you, if your son asks for bread, will give him a stone? 10 Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a snake? 11 If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him! 12 So in everything, do to others what you would have them do to you, for this sums up the Law and the Prophets.



And Remember that God loves you as for we are all His children and He wants us to live with Him forever in His kingdom.



What They Don’t Want You To Know

God, the Father watches us all everywhere.

God, the Father watches us all everywhere. (Photo credit: angelofsweetbitter2009)

I have a few questions to ask before I began. First, do you believe in God? Do you have any idea what’s going on in our world around us now? Do you have any idea what our government is up to as we speak? Do you believe their will be an end to our time here eventually? Do you believe in a possible rapture? Either way, read on.

If you’ve answered “yes” to any of the previous questions, read on. If you’ve answered “no” to any of the previous questions read on.

There is a lot of strange events going on around our world as we speak. Animals are dying left any right in LARGE amounts. The water in rivers are turning “blood-red” in color. Noises are being heard in the skies around the world. Ridiculously LARGE flocks of black birds and locusts. The government building concentration/FEMA camps, as well as planting microchips into our bodies as a “form of identification and whatnot”.

There’s a lot going on believe it or not, and most of us don’t notice because we’re being absorbed into entertainment such as Facebook, Twitter, Tumblr, Pintrest, music, movies, etc. We are constantly being blinded by corrupt media, and I’m fairly sure it’s for a reason. Our lives could be at stake and we wouldn’t know it because the wool hasn’t only been pulled over our eyes, it’s been there so long because we’ve gotten so comfortable that it damn near permanently concealed there. How many of us own Iphones, smartphones, Ipads, tablets, gaming consoles, bluray players, smart cars, laptops, etc. Have we not noticed that a majority of these things have been made portable and given wireless capabilities which only gives us more reason to stay on them more and become even more obsessed and distracted.

Anyways, to get to the point, I don’t know how many of you read the Holy Bible or attend church, and if you do I don’t know how much the church is really teaching you. But there’s a lot you should know. So may say I’m just caught us in conspiracies, but once you see the videos I’m about to add and post, I’ll leave that up to you. I’ll add the link to a few videos that I’ve seen that I think are important you see, and if you need to see more I’ll add the link to my other page, which I’ll be adding more videos to briefly after writing and posting this.

I just want to get the word out. I want my fellow people/brothers and sisters to know the truth. And if you believe, I want to help you save yourselves before it’s too late. I’m not saying the world will end Dec. 21 because I, myself, don’t really know/believe it will. But I do believe that something big is about to happen, and soon.

So here’s a few links:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SI7eWyuhYgw (Watch This And You Know The End Is Near)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U1zh5roPmXI (RFID Chip Implanted In Skin)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m3zSDdm-SHI (FEMA Camp Coffins Investigated)


Open your eyes and minds and break free from the lies. Wake up and walk the hardest walk of all, the walk of Faith. Trust me it’ll be worth it.

And check out my other blog for more videos, http://wp.me/2K1U9

The Race For Racism

English: No racism Lietuvių: Ne rasizmui

English: No racism Lietuvių: Ne rasizmui (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I posted this status on my Facebook the other night because of a few people’s hurtful words of ignorance and I felt it was something I wanted to share on my blog since once again, as usual, it’s been a while. There may be more to come about this topic since it really means something to me deep in my heart. And not just towards my race but all races as well. Because I believe that the term Race should be emitted from our vocabulary because it’s not an important subject to be learned. No one’s children should face being a target of racism, which actually falls under being bullied. So to the point, this is what I had to say in defense of this man’s blatant ignorance he was infecting my feed and others with.

“More racism posts and statuses… Not only is it childish but it’s tiring. Really just understand this: I don’t get mad cz you call me black, nigga, nigger, so on and so forth. It’s simply because at the end of the day there’s a reason there’s a black history month. Because there were a handful of strong inspired dark-skinned men and women who fought and gave their lives to give us rights and be heard. They weren’t afraid. Just like soldiers fight for our freedom and our lives. Those people had heart. And didn’t feel that color was a reason to judge. God made us this way for a reason. I’m sure he didn’t give us eyes to judge, cause my Lord does not judge according to color. So referring to us by color isn’t only disrespectful to all those who did so much for us but bottom line, IT FUCKING HURTS. It’s PAINFUL! To be called out and treated differently according to my beautiful deep dark skin. I am not ashamed of it. If anything I’m proud. Bcz my skin is what connects me to those STRONG POWERFUL people who contributed to our history and nation. It’s a reminder of how far we have come. So by seeing my color and speaking out negatively upon it you are degrading my history, my family, my future, my children’s future, and you’re stealing my humanity away from me once again. Not to mention infecting our children and society with such little ways of thinking as if we aren’t already bad enough. And THAT’S what HURTS the most. Just saying.”

I believe it’s time to put an end to racism. So believe me, soon I will be taking my stand and peacefully, reasonably, and respectably fight for a change in the world’s eyes on color.